somewhere over the rainbow

Friday, April 25, 2008

try

still can feel the remnant of stress in me, eventhough it is the very very end of the day. need to do something to relax a little more.

luck has been on my side. the presentation date is postponed again, for another week. but it didnt really decrease my stress level much though..i am still trying very hard to finish up the project. MUST TRY HARDER

my internet connection has turned really bad since the day we started using a new router-modem thing. just so annoyed at times. cant have proper chats. can i at least have some proper chats at times?????? i am not getting a reply because my message didnt get through? or what? dont want to reply me??

i will try to smile more. talk more. i will try.

Monday, April 21, 2008

just a song

fall in love with this song

伍家辉-虽然我愿意


就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你
虽然我放弃 虽然我愿意

Sunday, April 20, 2008

brink

still like him.

SMAP - Lion Heart


he is the first one who starts singing in this video. just in case you dont know who i am talking about.

one more week to go before my presentation. and i am still struggling to finish my project. tomorrow is a Sunday. and I am going back to uni. i have no choice. i have to go.

behaved badly today, especially in the morning. still feel quite guilty, to think about it now. we had steamboat for dinner today. didnt talk much, eventhough everyone was having a great time. i am sorry

stupid things that i did these few days:
(i) friday: during lunch, ordered spicy hot noodles without realising what i ordered was spicy hot. i only knew it was spicy hot when my noodles came...spicy hot topping plus steaming hot noodles. could hardly eat it. but had to la...

(ii) today: wanted to make a cup of coffee. i poured in another pack of 3-in-1 coffee powder into the cup, eventhough i already poured 1 pack into the cup. only realised what i did after i had a taste of the coffee.. it was super duper sweet compared to the normal taste....double dose of caffeine and sugar. my poor body system..

just not focusing..too worried

happy things today:
(i) when i was walking towards the place where i planned to have my lunch, a senior from another lab asked me to join in to have lunch together with the group of them. didnt have lunch alone today, eventhough i was alone in my own lab

(ii) talking to dingying. thanks :)

i should really catch some sleep..

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

just me

after some sleep, a little bit of coffee and a little more talk with my friends, finally getting over what happened today.

i am quite stressed already. so even small things can turn me crazy.

what happened today is actually not very significant. but it really hurt me. i am just too naive.

feel so touched, looking at the little pictures that my supervisor drew for me today. you can go ahead and say that i am crazy/stupid whatever, but i am really going to keep these little drawings nicely for long, as long as i can keep them.

i should get on with life. tomorrow is a brand new day :)

Sunday, April 13, 2008

better

this week has been quite ok. quite happy most of the time :)


celebrated Yong's birthday on monday, together with another 2 juniors, Nova and Shen.


birthday boy with his cake






relieved..finally blowed out all the candles after 2 tries

Nova is very good in birthday celebration hahaa...she was the one who started all the play. she asked Yong to pull out the candle using his mouth. 'can, but u have to eat this part of the cake!'


so he partitioned out the part for Nova..

...and she actually pushed his head down to the cake when he tried to take out the candle :p

thats it, cream all over the face! but didnt push hard so not much actually. next time :p


can eat already :)


i suggested to take a group pic, and thats when the cream fight started hhahaa. instead of eating the cake, they played with the cream! i didnt join in..me want no cream on me


i wonder how the 2 of them managed to put the cream all over him hahaha..shirt, face, chair, ears..everywhere!
neck also got! hahahaa..


done! cleaning time hahaa

proper pic before we left the room :)

it was quite fun, thanks to the juniors. laughed so much hahahaaa..got the correct people for the celebration, but bought the wrong cake! not enough whipped cream :p the thought of having not enough whipped cream did come across in my mind when i chose the cake, but i was too lazy to search for another one hahaaa. imagine if i buy one which is full of whipped cream...well anyway, hope the birthday boy had fun :)

tuesday received a good news: our presentation date is postponed!!! i was actually quite depressed that evening, and the news just made me so happy! hahaaa..i guess i am just too depressed these days and god decided to cheer me up a little. thank you

thursday night, stayed back in the lab with one of my labmates to do some work. after dinner, disaster started..allergy attack!!! my god....in a few hours time, red patches were all over me, it was so itchy until i couldnt even sleep eventhough i was so tired. thank god with the help of the correct soap it turned better. this is the second time in my life..just so scary. the red patches just make me so panicked everytime. please dont ever happen again..

friday..had a hair cut. my hair is a little too long, so i have it trimmed a little bit. it was trimmed by a student in a hairdressing academy, so didnt cost me much. but....just not 100% satisfied. the ends dont look the way i want them to be. maybe i shouldnt have saved the money. should i bear with it or waste some more money to trim it somemore? i dont know..haihzz

today i am quite happy too. initially i planned to stay at home n work on my thesis, but went back to the lab anyway. had a good nap in the afternoon, and cleared up most of my mess

my belated birthday present from Chai Har :) got it long time ago but i didnt open it up until today. the lion and the lollipop are just so cute! love them

another night wasted. no progress for thesis. good job. WORK HARD FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE!

Saturday, April 05, 2008

april

good morning.

thanks for dropping by. i know somehow you still care to know whether i m still breathing or not. or maybe just plain curiosity to see what this girl is thinking..whatever

what do you wanna know about me?

hows my thesis going on?

hows my project? have i managed to finish it since the due date is just around the corner?

how am i feeling these days?

do i sleep, eat, at least spend some time with my bf, which is the tv?

how much do i cry over these few weeks?

i hope the next post will be something good. bear with me. cannot panda. i dont want panda