emo

i have known this word since long time ago..but i have never used it. until now..i guess i dont really know a better word to describe my feelings now

emo..maybe it is becos of the 'time of the month'..or maybe it is becos i am sad that i dont have so many friends who can so called 'sayang' me so much, like what my colleague is having now.. like wat she told me today. or maybe it is due to my tiredness..do i need a reason to be emo?

12.01am. time to sleep...tomorrow is another waking-up-early-to-take-buSES-to-work day..i seriously hope that i can get a car soon..

sometimes i am a bit tired of hearing him saying that he cant reach home late whenever we go out..i know he stays very far. i know his family will worry. so what?!?

and i m very tired of hearing people telling me to save my money. whats the point of saving all the money if this doesnt make me happy? sometimes i need to spend, i wanna buy things that i like, just to make myself happy..i wanna BE HAPPY. how i wish i can earn more. then i dont have to keep hearing ppl telling me to keep the phone calls short..if not they will cost a lot. DO YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT? WHATS WRONG FOR ME TO CALL THE PPL I CARE???? HUH?!?!

god. sorry for all the readers. but ya..i need to complain for a while. thanks for listening..if there is still anyone reading this old, almost-being-abandoned blog