next stop

tired of sunway. i wanna leave here

thoughts of the night

i hate olympic. i miss my drama of the day because of it

i should work OT more. so that i can go over to my cousin's office to meet his cool colleagues while waiting for him to go home together. really friendly bunch of people

i found the pair of high heels that i have been looking for. finally. nice looking. just the right height. i hope it is the correct pair. brings me happiness but not pain

Nike shoes are good. you should invest on it if you want a pair of comfortable and long-lasting shoes. the last pair i had lasted me more than 1 year. i hope the new pair will do the same

the new cd is good. but a little regret...not as good as i thought i guess

yes. spent a lot of money lately. but i dont care. i am happy by the end of the day

my next targets: a bag, an mp3 player. not just any mp3 player, i want a Sony mp3 player

yes. i will pay for it as long as it makes me happy. as long as i m happy

the ending song of the drama that i am watching now..

林宥嘉 - 背影

game over

have always wanted to say this. but it has never been a game. but it means the same anyway

this is not the first time i get blocked. but for all these years i have always forgiven you

but not this time. not anymore

thats it

good or bad

not sure whether i should classified today as a good day or a bad one.

another OT day. i so felt like crying when 6pm was reaching and yet i still had so many samples that i had to process....my colleagues, or i should actually said my superiors actually, helped me to do some of the tests and i still ended up staying back late. because by the time i finished processing those left for me, night had already reached. too dark and dangerous for me to travel back by my own....oh god. i am getting paid for OT (i assume i can get them for this month) but i am not in need of money! i just wanna get home and rest. yesterday i was so tired that i felt quite dizzy and had a terrible headache....i dont know what to say. I H A T E O T

but for today, due to the desicion to stay back late and wait for my cousin to go home together, i ended up having dinner with my cousin and all of his colleagues. made some new friends :) my cousin's boss's wife was so friendly that she lent me her CSI dvd to watch while waiting for my cousin to finish his work. so nice.

and ya..thanks for the call last night. eventhough i was half way sleeping already, the idea of having ppl to call me and find out why i was depressed was nice. thanks :)

i hope i can watch Wall-E this week :)

dont know whats wrong

quite a depressed day. possible causes?? not enough sleep? have to work for a full day on a saturday? ended the day with OT again?.....i dont know.

started the day in a half-awake state. then got some bad news from my ex-lab mate. i was just too surprised and i blew my top. what?!?!! you cant even send me an sms to let me know that you cant make it???? i dont understand. but thanks anyway. i was really awake after knowing it.

i really like this paragraph in the book that i am reading now..

'There were many skies.
The sky was invaded by great white clouds, flat on the bottom but round and billowy on top.
The sky was completely cloudless, of a blue quite shattering to the senses.
The sky was a heavy, suffocating blanket of grey cloud, but without promise of rain.
The sky was thinly overcast.
The sky was dappled with small, white, fleecy clouds.
The sky was streaked with high, thin clouds that looked like a cotton ball stretched apart.
The sky was a featureless miky haze.
The sky was a density of dark ad blustery rain clouds that passed by without delivering rain.
The sky was painted with a small number of flat clouds that looked like sandbars.
The sky was a mere block to allow a visual effect on the horizon: sunlight flooding the ocean, the vertical edges between light and shadow perfectly distinct.
The sky was a distant black curtain of falling rain.
The sky was many clouds at many levels, some thick and opaque, others looking like smoke.
The sky was black and spitting rain on my smiling face.
The sky was nothing but failing water, a ceaseless deluge that wrinkled and bloated my skin and froze me stiff.' (from Life of Pi by Yann Martel)

the sentences are actually arranged one after another, in a normal paragraph form. but i wanted to see the different skies so i separated them. so many different types of skies..and you can even picture each of them clearly in your head. very beautiful description of the lovely skies. no? the different skies are kind of like the different types of human mood...i always feel that the weather resembles our mood

field trip tomorrow. Yay :)

and i realise that my bosses are all quite attractive hahahaa...the previous ones and the current one. envy their other half

take care

quite tired actually. head a little spinning..but still feel like going online for a while. just wanna have a chat

work..quite ok actually. just that i dont like the idea of leaving the lab later than i should...and still waiting for a bus to go home eventhough the day has already turned dark. this is just normal working hours and i finish my work in the evening. tmr i will have the first taste of afternoon shift, and lets see how i can get home after i finish my work AT NIGHT. great. i love transport problem, dont i?

and i start to wonder...is my life going to be like this forever? go to work, come back home at night, then sleep, and work all over again...no, is not that i like to complain. just a little wonder.

i hope things will turn better for you very soon, d ying. hugz

sad to know that something bad has happened to another friend. condolence to you

new start

first day of my new job..not too bad actually :) so far everyone is quite friendly. hope things will continue to be good

last day of my old job (18/7) was very fun haha..had a nice lunch with everyone. had a nice cake and a T-shirt with everyone's wishes on as farewell gifts. very sweet...photos next time k.

and then reached the 2 weeks of nightmare. had a viral infection...which ended up as an allergic reaction due to the wrong medicine given by the doctor..my god..scary red rashes all over, and the itchyness was HORRIBLE. for the last 2 weeks, i spent almost all of my time at home, 1 week in kl, 1 week in jb. if not at home, means i was either in the clinic/hospital/medical centre meeting a doctor or getting my blood tested. thank god everything is ok now. i hope so..

things seem to be ok now..at least better than the past. i am grateful