cancelled

the sampling tomorrow is cancelled :( heavy rain caused the river to overflow on sunday and the estate was flooded. today one of my bosses went there to have a look and told me that we couldnt even have access to some of the sites. so no point going anymore. cant help but feeling quite sad. my heart just sank when i received the flooding news on monday. thought at least can still carry on with the water sampling part but cant. haih...this is the third time we are postponing the trip. i really start to wonder whether we are really going to do it. what to do...will just have to wait then. hopefully i can do the water sampling part some day this month, before i do the invertebrate samping in October. OCTOBER..so far away. oh god..just hope that by then the condition will be favourable for me

suddenly i am so free for the next few days. or maybe weeks. movies?? go back to the office?? float around in the lab?? no idea..see how things go

how do you feel when you notice that some friendships are turning bad? as in...not as good as before. what will you do? the distance is getting bigger and bigger, and it is getting harder to start conversations. friendship is a two-way thing. if it is only one way all the time, i guess some day the friendship will turn bad too no matter what. because it is tiring to be one way all the time. how to save such friendships? i dont know. do you?