off balance

yesterday tiredness, peer pressure and the workload next week drove me mad. worried for the whole day about some work which actually should not be as hard as i thought. still have about one week for it. yet just couldnt keep it off my mind and concentrate on the reports which due much sooner, which is tomorrow. see how irrational i was..worried unnecessarily

did calm down eventually after taking some time off in front of the tv. just some time to focus and watch something which i really like, stop thinking about any work for a while

guess sometimes tiredness and stress will overtake my confidence for a while. forgot about the magic sentence that i was told few years ago: no matter what, everything will be fine at the end. it is not just some mere magic sentence, it is truth.

after some sleep last night, everything seems to be back to normal again. feel quite good today. lost concentration for a while during my lab session..which actually made me wide awake and focus even better. i guess accidents can be good sometimes hahaa

should get back to work. dont worry i am fine. everything is going to be fine