slowing down

well basically i have been busy since the start of the semester. last saturday went for the orientation bash in Genting and met a group of people who were really sporting. really had a fun time with them, and now we are planning for the next meeting. hope all of us will meet again really soon :)

last week...tried to do my things really fast and furious, and it was really tiring and stressful hahaha. so this week, i plan to resume back to the more relax, carefree state. so far so good :) these 2 days i spent my free time learning how to sort samples collected from field trips. the sample can be collected from rivers, lakes or hmm i guess anywhere with water? haha. just a part of the nature. then i learnt how to pick out the animals from the bottle of 'water'. never know there are actually animals which can be that small! can only see them under microscope. when you see through the microscope, you feel as if you are swimming around in the sea or river to look for some treasure. i always feel very happy whenever i find something. they look so big under the microscope and yet they are barely seen with naked eyes. very interesting hehehe..and l learnt how to identify them. and it is fun too! like solving some puzzles :p well these 2 days it is just a mock exercise. hopefully things will go well when i sort and identify my own samples next week. we will be going for the field trip this saturday to collect the samples and we will start processing the samples next tuesday. looking forward to the field trip :)

sometimes i dont understand. when you try to be kind to people, and yet in the end what you receive in return is anger. hmm actually i think the problem lies on myself. seems these days i tend to get angry easily, less tolerance..maybe i m just tired with the way people treat me..dont feel like letting people to take advantage of me anymore. or maybe there are some biological influences. haih...will try to tolerate more. anger wont help and it only tortures me more

sometimes i dont understand myself. why still continue with things that wont end the way i really want it to be? why is it so hard to give up? i guess it is because it is easier to continue than to stop. and i am happy haha..human heart. sometimes it is just so ironic, isn't it?

think thats all for now. farewell