lost

these days i blog really often. quite consistently. average one post everyday. but somehow i find that these posts are not as significant and meaningful as those in the past. last time i blog becos i have things to say, i have thoughts that i want to note down. nowadays i tend to find things to talk about on the blog, trying to blog eventhough i dont have much things to say. thats why some of the posts these days seem a bit meaningless i guess..the blog doesnt seem to be my blog anymore

i have a feel that i have lost certain parts of my true self these few weeks. i want to be myself again. talk about things that i really want to talk about. say things that i really feel like saying

blogging shouldnt be a routine. if not it will be boring and there will not be any meaning anymore