good day

Last night was horrible. just couldnt accept the rejection i received for the request i made, asking whether i can be sent to uni today. n the rejection was not done in a very friendly way. felt so sad. felt so bad. so unsatisfied about it. again the idea of moving out arose in my mind n this time round i was SO determined. just felt like moving out the next day if possible. went to check whether there is any vacant rooms available in the hostel of my uni today after i reached uni but obviously no. now is 3rd week of the new sem, i would be quite surprised if there was any. anyway after some thinking..about wat my mum said n wat my friend said..ya maybe i was just being a bit unreasonable n too irrational. n since there isnt any vacant room in hostel..i would still stay on for a while. bear with it. n be more independent, will try to go uni 2 days out of the 5 days in a week since the class starts at 10am for those 2 days, which means i can still make it for the classes eventhough i take public bus. the other 3 days i have early class so i still got to ask for the favour to be sent. hopefully things will work out this way.

Today..apart from the times where i still felt bad about wat happened last night n tried to figure out wat to do, it was quite a good day. a few of us interviewed a lecturer today. this interview is an assignment n we got to pick the lecturer randomly by taking one of the papers with the lecturer's name on out of all the papers. i was the one who went to make the choice becos i knew that i can be kind of lucky at times. n yes! i was lucky! the lecturer i picked was such a nice person. we gave him the questions that we would ask him during the interview last friday for his preparation, n he actually wrote all the answers down on a paper for us! haha. he just gave us the paper with all the answers when we went to interview him, n we didnt have to actually ask him questions by questions n tried hard to jot down everything he said! so nice! but we still went through the answers n asked him to give explanations for the things that we still had doubt on. n he answered them patiently. felt so happy after the interview becos it was such an easy job becos the lecturer was so nice! did us such a big favour by preparing n writing down all the answers for us. lucky us to get such a nice lecturer for the interview :)

Tmr will be good too becos i guess luck is still with me. will have no problem to reach uni in time for the 8am lecture tmr becos i will be sent. THANK GOD. if not i got to leave the house at 6am?!....n tmr will be meeting some friends for dinner :) hope tmr everything will go smooth