new start

Time passes really fast for these few days. today is already the 3rd day of my new semester.

1st day was quite a nice day: settled most of the things that i had in mind, managed to get a copy of one of the textbooks needed before the stock ran out in the afternoon hehe, n managed to borrow that cd rom everyone eyeing for from the library before no more copies left. lady luck was with me for the day. did a bit of shopping too. bought a small cute clock with discount somemore n also a cd by Tanya Chua (蔡健雅), "T-time 蔡健雅 新歌+精选". quite a nice album which is a compilation of her songs over the years. quite a few of her very nice songs r included n cheaper than i expected, a double-cd album somemore. not too bad. 1st day was great.

2nd day which is yesterday, felt quite sleepy becos slept quite late the night before n i got 8am lecture on dat day. woke up at 6.15am.... felt quite tired n yet i went for a movie after my class ended. it was a sudden decision. watched Pirates of the Carribean 2. quite a nice movie but no ending :( got to wait for the 3rd one to know the ending. quite disappointed, got the feeling u have when u will have to stop reading the story book dat u r reading half way becos u have no choice, although u have reached the climax of the story n really want to conitnue on to know wat happens next. anyway it was quite a nice movie, but still...kind of still prefer the 1st one. going to watch this movie again on Friday, going out with my uni friends. they seldom have outings so just join la..

3rd day. today. felt even more tired. seemed dat last night the sleep wasnt enough although i slept quite early at 11.30pm. woke up at 6.20am becos today 8am lecture again...oh god. felt so tired n sleepy. blur. one of my friends said i looked pale. ya was feeling tired n was hungry n cold at that moment, just left the lecture hall which was kind of cold. finally finished the day n finally back home. think tonight going to sleep early again. a bit depressed. should be due to tiredness. need more rest. but got a little good news too. i tried to sell one of my text books n managed to sell it. hehe...just put up the notice around 2pm n around 4pm got a person wanted to buy already. good la. can make a little bit of money. these 2 days i have spent RM191.80 for 2 text books. very expensive but no choice. necessity.

Sometimes really feel dat i m really a so-so person in life. not much capabilities. not much achievements. not much experiences in life. i m not dumb but definitely not very smart. n i dont work hard enough in life to achieve things. when have i allowed myself to become such a person? i dont really know. better work hard from now on n graduate with a nice degree. n maybe graduate with an honours. guess i just need more rest. tiredness makes me depress n tend to think much. a bit too much sometimes. shall move on with life.