decision

saw this advertisement on the notice board looking for a female roommate. managed to contact the person n went to have a look at the room. nope. this option is out. i m not going to stay there.

after making some complaints (or rather..plenty), discussions, thinking..decided not to move out at the moment. shall see how things go after my 2nd cousin returns home after his holidays in China. by then i should have another person who might be able to send me to uni in the morning.

have this feeling that i m turning weaker. starts to worry worry n worry when problems come. not rational enough to stay calm to think about the best solution. just let the problem bothering me, making me feel bad. COME ON. accept the truth when u cant change it and adapt. is not easy but have to try. feeling bad wont solve the problem. it only makes life more miserable.

shall try to adapt this new lifestyle. sleep early, wake up early. n dont wake up feeling bad early in the morning. that doesnt help to solve the problem but only ruins ur day.

CHEER UP