weird?

Today one of my closer friends in uni told me that lately i seemed to be kind of weird. weird? which part of me is weird? talk less? easily agitated? grumble more? get angry over small matters? haha i dont know. should go n ask her to elaborate. maybe she is not used to the true me? or do i really turn more weird lately?

Among all the songs that i have listened to, still find jay chou's songs to be some of the best. because the feel of his songs most of the time can just fit in to my mood at that moment, esp the sad ones. sometimes when i play my songlist, when most of the songs just seem not to be able fit in to what i want at that moment, his songs will usually be able to give me the feel i want. the song below is a song he wrote for a singing group n he sang it during one of his concerts. quite nice. as sad as ever. just like it.

瓦解

作词: 弹头 作曲: 周杰伦

说着笑着的午后 钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落 没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱 烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背诵你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头 是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后 时间把过去都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索 回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手 牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

我一个人在角落 没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
在广场前的午后 烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背诵你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头 是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后 时间把画面都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索 回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手 牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

雨下过之后 街角出现彩虹
泪流干之后 有彩虹


(泪流干之后有彩虹? 在哪里? 为什么我看不到?)