how's today?

Basically today has been quite a nice day. the day started off quite nicely :) although i should have got up about 10min earlier than the time i woke up today. cousin was rushing me to leave the house already (but actually he wasnt really ready yet too haha so couldnt really blame me la for leaving the house late :p ) had a nice morning hehe..mood was really good. if u were ard me u could definitely see that today i had a beautiful mood. smiling most of the time. one of my friends was asking me, 'why today mood so good?' hahaha...my reply: 'do i need a reason to have a good mood?' n she said 'for u, yes..' hahaha hmmmm..50% true la :p sometimes mood can be good for no reason also

U know..when u were still a small kid..maybe when u were still the only child, or when u still didnt have any younger siblings yet..u did get all the attention n love from ur family right? u did enjoy all the love, all the toys right? how did u feel when one day u found out that u were going to have a new bro or sis who would come n have a share of ur love n everything? the amount of attention n love had to be divided n shared with another person already..not as much anymore..how did u feel? willing to share? did u somehow feel sad that the attention u get have to be shared? for me..i will feel sad. i realised this today...not dat i just got a new bro or new sis..i feel sad becos i know i have lost some attention n care that i have once owned...guess i m not dat generous after all hehe..i dont like to lose things that i have once owned. n sometimes i can feel jealous over certain things..humans r not perfect. so, it is reasonable that i have some negative sides right? i m a human too. i m not perfect..hehe